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TsumiXnoXuta
Kristen
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Hi!!
Welcome to my page!!
Yo yo yo my life is boring! Yay!
So. There's not much I'm doing lately. I graduated a while ago. Gonna go to a nearby college for my AA. Or whatever. It has a nice photo department so I am very excited about it.
I have relationshit going on. Kinda. Meh. Sometimes I just wonder if I'm just asexual. Or just retarded. Either one, but neither are related obviously.

I am not inspired lately. I still don't know how to do line art, or how to use photoshop well.
I am not inspired, and I am questioning my future. I just don't know my worth anymore.

I don't know what I want, and once again, I am on my own. Almost everyone has left me. And the one person who hasn't makes me uncomfortable. I needed space, and now, I don't even know if I want to give up that freedom. I have promised him a portion of my future. Now I feel like I will let him down. It's not my fault that my emotions changed over months of not being able to be with him, being shunned from his presence, and feeling like a disgusting pig who does nothing right. Then to be an emotional armrest that has to keep a distance for it's safety.
I don't wanna be a coffee stained chair who no one sits on.

Oh well rantrantrant. Sorry for the spam. xD
  • Listening to: HIMEKA
  • Playing: Pokemon Platinum

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:iconakihi-92:
thx for the watch :love:
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:iconpetrichild:
Is there a story behind your username?
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:icontsumixnoxuta:
Hm. Well it's just one of those names I have used over the years.
I use one for about a year or two. This just happens to be an account on something that has lasted. Haha
Take out the silly 'x's and it's Tsumi no Uta. Means Song of Sin, or Sin's song.
But personally, it doesn't mean anything to me.
The one I use nowadays is Higurashi no Unmei. Cicada's Destiny. I like it because I love cicadas. Their long cries that haunt the summer. Their gorgeous exterior, (call me weird, cause I like bugs :3)
Ect.
Haha, sorry for the rant, but you asked for it, I guess ;D
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:iconpetrichild:
Ah. I was asking 'cuz one of my buddies, whom I haven't talked to in a while, has the same username on yahoo. I decided to google her name and your account came up.

It's a bit weird, 'cuz I met her on devart.
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:icontsumixnoxuta:
XD wow. What a coincidink. :3
Well I used it in a few places, so watch out for that if you plan on looking it up again. :D
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Inulover46 Apr 13, 2010  Student General Artist
Thanks so much for the devwatch! ;D
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:iconieroween:
Thanks for the fave !
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:iconphantasy:
phantasy Apr 12, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fav!
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:iconeiennoaki:
eiennoaki Apr 7, 2010  Hobbyist
thanks for the fave! sorry for the super late reply
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