Yo yo yo my life is boring! Yay!
So. There's not much I'm doing lately. I graduated a while ago. Gonna go to a nearby college for my AA. Or whatever. It has a nice photo department so I am very excited about it.
I have relationshit going on. Kinda. Meh. Sometimes I just wonder if I'm just asexual. Or just retarded. Either one, but neither are related obviously.
I am not inspired lately. I still don't know how to do line art, or how to use photoshop well.
I am not inspired, and I am questioning my future. I just don't know my worth anymore.
I don't know what I want, and once again, I am on my own. Almost everyone has left me. And the one person who hasn't makes me uncomfortable. I needed space, and now, I don't even know if I want to give up that freedom. I have promised him a portion of my future. Now I feel like I will let him down. It's not my fault that my emotions changed over months of not being able to be with him, being shunned from his presence, and feeling like a disgusting pig who does nothing right. Then to be an emotional armrest that has to keep a distance for it's safety.
I don't wanna be a coffee stained chair who no one sits on.
Oh well rantrantrant. Sorry for the spam. xD